Jim told me
that’s Neil’s shoes were tattered and full of holes. To be honest, I was
embarrassed that I didn't notice myself. It’s winter and raining a lot. How
could I not notice? A few days later we went to see Neil with a pair of
new shoes.
He was perched
high above the street underneath an interstate overpass. Jim said, “That
embankment is too steep for him to come down and I don’t think you can climb up
there”. “What are you trying to say?” I asked (maybe I’m too old and fat for
this?). “You don’t have the right kind of shoes” he replied. Jim would know. He’s an
expert. Until a few weeks ago, he lived across the street underneath the same
overpass. When he moved indoors, Neil inherited his sleeping bag. So Jim grabbed the shoes and climbed up the
steep embankment without a problem. He sat down with Neil while he tried on the
shoes and then scurried back down, again with little visible effort.
He was
right. I often don’t have “the right kind of shoes”. The “shoes” that
frequently trip me up are long cherished assumptions, the illusions that
allow me to feel insulated and separate from what is happening in the real
world. They allow me to pretend that people like Neil are invisible. I am
thankful for prophets like Jim. They point out my willful ignorance and walk
with me to the places where God is waiting.
I am way more insulated than that, and have never come close to wearing the shoes you DO wear. You make a difference my friend...every day.
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